With the absence of work, I know I’ll finally crack. It’s a scary thought, so I must keep vigilant.
Spent some time doing creative things with the kiddo. We maid a pretty awesome paper airplane! It actually flew.
Got to “socialize” with my friends and cousins tonight. We do a Zoom meeting every few weeks and play some Jackbox games. It’s fun because our kiddo loves to play Drawful. It gives her some interaction and creative time. It give us a little semblance of socialization. This is what being social is nowadays.
Depression, though it’s pretty low at the moment, is always there. Missing human interaction is so overwhelming. I know that I repeat this, but the weight of it is so heavy on my mind. I miss my therapist. I’ll have to find someone in my network, but the thought of it makes me cringe because my therapist already knows my whoas and going through it again with someone new is just too painful for me to handle right now.
I’m hoping that my volunteer work with my union keeps me busy. We have a lot of research to do. So here’s hoping it breaks up the monotony of it all.
For now, it’s Real Housewives of Beverly Hills for me!